To me, it is evil. It grabs me, kidnaps me, and throws me out into the open and i get sucked into the black hole... In scientific terms, it is detrimental to your physical health and mental health.

Often, its fear that bothers me.. Fear of not doing well in studies because i've got a heavy responsibility to shoulder once i graduate.... who else is gonna bring in money but me...But, we cannot devote 100% attention on a single matter/issue/problem/focus for a very long period of time. We'll need breaks in between... i was attending a lecture by the CEO of i-DNA who was telling us how to setup a company and he mentioned that we should take short breaks whenever we study... dont use all our energy to get good grades.. becuase then by the time we start to work, we would have lost all our stamina... I'm not believing this totally, but it makes some sense.

I was working on 2 reports for the past week and it has really drained me so much that i just didnt have the mood to do anything today after handing in the reports. And i am now guilty of not hitting the books and reading what i had planned beforehand.

It is in my nature to be specific in everything i do.. every details matter, every small problem is taken into consideration and every new problem gets me curious and wanting to find out and solve. I've been thinking a lot before i entered uni and i really hope that 1 day i'll be able to synthesis mutagenic cells which can make us smarter or probably w enhanced talents or abilities. Considering that these mutagents aren't harmful as they are now. It would be sold at $1k for 5ml perhaps? and my business will include selling bio-products and materials as well as bio-related services.

But as of now, i would just stick to the plan of becoming a Prof...

It is less than a week to CNY and i am really looking forward to it... cant wait for next week to come!

Trust, compromise, adaptation, acceptance, sacrifice, understanding, consideration, communication, honesty, stability, patience, tolerance, forgiveness.