it is only the beginning

Friday, September 19, 2008

do your best so u dont regret

Term break is here!!

" sometimes your 6th sense tells u things u dont know. what ppl say to others and not to you. But sometimes it fails you. And we should never go into assumptions. Mum always says a single phrase which i thought would never apply to me. It suddenly struck me. And i thought it does apply to me and probably to you and you! It didnt take me long to realise that at this point in time. But in the past i really didnt have a clue of what it meant. I just wanna laugh at you and you and myself. Right now theres only 2.

Maybe you learnt it from her. It has evolved to become somewhat a copy of her. You dont realise. So go on and paint a good and nice picture. We all know its never perfect. And at the rate that u're deceiving yourself, you will be cheated someday. So the only thing i should say to you is. Good luck!

For some, it gets hard to not think far. Not that they dont. They cant. I will always remember joel whenever i think of forsight. He's the greatest guy i've met so far in terms of dealing with problems. I always have problems catching up w him. This situation may also apply to others.
Darling's mum is so busybody.

Kinda miss mambo. Saw leo's msn nick "Where are all my chiong buddies" i think i shouldnt msg him cause the next time i can go is in dec. Theres no other place better than mambo jambo. Sad to say some people dont know how to enjoy it.

Gotta catch up w work and assignments..."

Labels: dont copy me

Its been 1.5 years

02:04

Monday, September 15, 2008

do your best so u dont regret

"Oh yes, i must write this down before i forget. So much of ego. Too much of it. You feel confident. Over-confident. Becoming competitive. Afraid to lose out. Hahaha..! Challenge yourself! why challenge others?! It seems like you have changed. I hope you do change for the better. Just keep wanting to be better than others just like your favourite *****. Competing with everyone ard *** for god knows what reason. Just want to show *** is better. ***** the *****. oh and maybe ***** too. Unreachable goals set. Possible to achieve? You never think about it or the consequences. Sometimes its better not to know too much.

(You not equals to me or med, 100% CI, -x to +x)

Darling is sick. I must have transmitted the virus to her which i had gotten few weeks back. I hope she recovers soon. No chilli, no fried food, no bubble tea, no coffee, no tea, no milo, no holicks for her. You'll recover soon darling! Too much of meat but time well spent during dinner at yuki yuki. I hope you had fun! You were busy making ice creams but dont want to eat them. haha! You think i dont know is it?!!

Haven't gotten anyone to help frederick find ppl to work at fullerton.

Mind blank."

If anyone wants to work at fullerton hotel as a bell boy from 26th to 28th sept, please let me know its $10 per hour and its on shift. I think it'll be fun but might be a little busy during those few days. Good pay though. I cant make it cause sis's getting married, gotta study for quiz and celebrate jon's and don's birthday.

Labels: okay

Its been 1.5 years

01:38

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

do your best so u dont regret

"Ahh yes mooncakes, my favourite... maybe i will buy 1 box for dad and 1 box for med's parents. So mooncakes came about during the jap occupation in China when the people wanted to revoke against the japs. They put messages into mooncakes and held lanterns to deliver these mooncakes - according to dad.

Epica is spiritual! It makes me feel like im flying all the time. Seems like i like to fly. Havent been jogging for so long. Hmm.. but its ok, stress is helping me shed fats. Was so hungry just now. Almost had mac for lunch. But had to rush home to do proj. Listening to radio on my handphone is pretty good. Sound system seems pretty good. Or am i just outdated...Feels like a good day to sleep! Wonder if med is ok w her friends already..Strange, dad asked me to go to Muar this Sunday... "

There is no such thing as perfect. We suffer to succeed. Happiness does not come with sufferings unless one looks back. Memories stay. But we take what we;ve learnt along w us. Follow your common sense, you cannot hide yourself behind a fairytale forever and ever. Only by revealing the whole truth that we disclose, the soul of this sick bulwark forever and ever. Forever and ever.

I love you darling

Labels: Cry for the moon (Embrace the smoothers)

Its been 1.5 years

15:45

Monday, September 1, 2008

do your best so u dont regret

DARLING DARLING DARLING DARLING....

just dropping by to say I LOVE YOU DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-medeline

Its been 1.5 years

23:49